The dust motes danced, a hazy, golden swirl,
Beneath the bleachers, a silent, awkward world.
The rodeo's hum, a low and restless plea,
Reflected in the faces, lost and free.
The cowboys, tanned and weathered, moved with grace,
A practiced tension etched upon each face.
But the audience, a quiet, watchful throng,
Felt a disconnect, where something went wrong.
A child's delighted shriek, a sudden, jarring sound,
Interrupted the rhythm, spun it around.
A dropped hat, a stumble, a clumsy fall,
Amplified the feeling, encompassing all.
The announcer's voice, booming, clear, and bold,
Described the feats, a story to be told.
Yet, the narrative felt distant, somehow cold,
A performance witnessed, a story untold.
I watched the bull, a muscle-bound despair,
Charging with a primal, furious stare.
And wondered at the yearning, deep and vast,
To connect, to truly, wholly, to last.
The stock contractor, calm, a steady hand,
Guided the beast, a subtle, silent command.
A delicate balance, a whispered plea,
Between control and wild, untamed decree.
A young girl laughed, pointing with pure delight,
At a calf that playfully bucked with all its might.
But her parents shifted, uncomfortable and slow,
Lost in the space between what they should know.
There was a scent of leather, sweat, and hay,
A primal mixture, earthy and astray.
It clung to the air, a tangible trace,
Of something ancient, in this lonely space.
I scribbled in my notebook, trying to find,
A way to capture this peculiar kind.
Of beauty and unease, a fragile art,
Within the spaces of a beating heart.
The tension built, a subtle, rising tide,
Between the spectacle and the silent side.
A shared experience, yet worlds apart,
Each soul contained within a separate heart.
The final ride concluded, a weary sigh,
The cowboy dismounted, beneath a watchful eye.
A moment of quiet, a respectful pause,
Before the next act, defying all laws.
I considered the faces, the unspoken thought,
The isolation of observing, dearly bought.
A recognition of our shared human plight,
Lost in the grandeur of the rodeo's light.
Perhaps it wasn't the event itself, you see,
But the distance held, the inability to be.
A mirror reflecting our own hidden fears,
And the longing for connection, through passing years.
The echoes faded, the crowd began to thin,
As twilight deepened, and the day grew dim.
A lingering question, a bittersweet trace,
Of awkward beauty, in this isolated space.
I closed my notebook, a final, quiet note,
A fragment captured, from a distant quote.
The rodeo's silence, a lesson learned with care,
About the space between, and the burdens there.
And in that space, a simple truth remained,
That sometimes, the greatest wonders are contained
Within the moments of quiet, gentle grace,
Lost in the awkwardness of this lonely place.